This is the life I choose for myself. I can’t cry about hubby not being here and when he is complain that he’s not doing enough. I am tired all the time, but this is the life that I choose for myself. I have two beautiful daughters that love me and need me. I have a loving husband that provides for our family. I do not worry about bills. I am a very blessed woman in grand scope of things. It is easy to get bogged down in the “if only’s” and “why not’s” but I am trying to lift my head above the chaos of entertaining a toddler and nursing a newborn and appreciate my life for what it is. This is only a phase and it too shall pass.
Another mom of two who’s kids has the same spacing as A and E mentioned that she missed the phase I was in. Are you crazy!? Apparently it doesn’t get easier, just different.
I repeat, life is a journey, not a destination. enjoy the moment, and wear your pajamas to the store with a bright necklace and start a new fashion trend. A and E will only remember the love in your eyes as all of you travel together. lamomma
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